Processing life

I have been in contact with some friends and colleagues in London, and getting a job there should probably not really be a problem.
But I am still processing my past and thinking about my future, and I am not ready to take on any permanent committment, for the moment I need know that I have the freedom to do whatever I want. A temporary job would be ideal, and I would love to move back to London, even if the thought of the hassle of a move is daunting.

I have started to go through some of Helens things, even though it is difficult.

When our first boy Victor was born and died in October 2008 Helen's sister Debbie made the most beautiful scrapbooking album in his memory which I have here at home. Helen took pictures of the pages and made a small movie which you can see if you click here.

When our second boy Carl died in August 2009 Helen was battling her cancer and we didn't have any energy at all to create such an album.
And now I am slowly starting to put together a small book about Helens life, you can still contribute if you want.
I hope that later I will be able to do something in the memory of Carl as well.